Thursday, April 30, 2009

Enhancing your tool means enlarging your masculinity overall.

1 make stuff knit 2 april 3 fond of 4 Crochet Stack 5 noon 8 6 layering 7 7mos 8 afternoon 9 sleepy mama 10 waiting for me 11 Theres only one captain on this boat 12 Very Special Scarves 13 Michelle Williams ♥ 14 new drawing corner 15 the other side 16 Untitled 17 pride and joy 18 steven alan imitation 19 atthestove 20 Untitled 21 film207 22 hi 23 Working 24 Lashes 25 s t i l l morning quiet time 26 anthem for a 17 year-old girl 27 Untitled 28 reasons for staying 29 Untitled 30 book girl 31 Untitled 32 ships ahoy 33 juk box 34 35 grapefruit & new curtains 36 gams
grant and i listened and danced to his music on valentines day
Ill show you what ive been working on soon- theyre presents and i have to give them away first have a nice monday
let me explain Buoy
ten months after we were married i was a stay at home mom living the student life again while grant went back to school a few months later another unplanned event- my mom passed away suddenly
different boyfriends came and went through all this some i thought i could marry some i was mad at myself for hanging around some that broke my heart
and then i found myself a mother funny i thought id teach awhile longer and have grant all to myself and save some money
i bet that block is not nearly as big as i remember it being but i remember it being quite a trip
you love him too right
we lived on a corner in a typical oc tract neighborhood
i was born in orange county where my parents had lived in the same house for like 20 years they had both lived in so cal all their lives
Quilt kits finally all done
all day the kids hung out at that corner played on that grass got drinks out of that hose went through the secret passage way in the juniper bushes and only left the area to go around the block over and over again sometimes it was on bikes with banana seats sometimes roller skates sometimes big wheels sometimes walking even occasionally on skateboards with cardboard boxes on them (our cars)
i have been laying in bed sick since monday it seems to be getting worse by the day not better i am so irritated and antsy i miss my family and i want to clean my house
i swear nothing makes me happier than a peaceful space and some needles
but the commonality between each experience was- it was out of my hands i occasionally fell in love with someone who couldnt be had i occasionally had to run from someone who wouldnt let me go
we gave the universe one out- if grant found a job he loved before springtime wed stay put even though we wanted to go to cali really bad and even though grant had been looking for a different job for a long time

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