Your health condition will improve very rapidly.

i have never been an animal person i swore id never have a dog who wants to pick up poop not me but somehow in my baby hungry weakness i was convinced to relent by the other two mccalebs who said they desperately needed a puppy fine whatever just take care of her and pick up the poop

a conversation today

all kits are shipped phew

where are neighborhoods like that anymore with bushes big enough to hide in and kids that go around the block together all afternoon and normal sized houses and the old winkfields next door ok i dont need the winkfields but id sure love to give my kids the rest

like this one for instance my older brother uploaded it while reminiscing about the old buggie he rebuilt in the 80s

grant and i listened and danced to his music on valentines day

when cate is too scared to go downstairs penny will go with her and everything is all right she lets cate dress her up for weddings or try to ride her or pull her by the tail almost daily and even knowing the torture she will soon endure she gets so excited when cate gets home from school

one more thought about best friends

secondly i must say i know carbohydrates arent bad i know bread is life and wheat is the staff of life a lot of fruits and veggies are quite sugary/ starchy for almost everyone eating all these foods in moderation will do them fine but remember i am trying to regulate an abnormality to a diabetic sugar is the devil to someone with celiac disease wheat is the devil to someone with milk allergies dairy is the devel and what ive come to believe that for some women who dont ovulate high blood sugar may be their devil and it definately is mine

i remember that too it was really fun i hope it gets warm again real soon i cant wait to go to the park again with you two love mom

i will i will i will please hold me accountable if you dont see the results posted next week the inspiration pieces

cate did you love disney games on the computer when you were five

i am given glimpses of the why and the good and the reasons and the plan the bigger picture and the necessity for some to not fit the mold

just a phone call one night she had an aneurysm and although this was a surprise of the worst kind it was the most spiritual time of my life much good and understanding has come through that loss

again happy things

messes are piling up around me making it hard to relax and get well i cant cuddle grant or cate- they need to stay well- so they are steering clear of me i am bored and tired and achy

she is my best babysitter for cate she takes turns with me putting cate to bed and being her pillow