Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Why should your children suffer,!

the girl loves a project i mean LOVES it was like so fun to her to print them off plan how she wanted to present them go to the store for candy sign and put them together she just bossed me around and made sure i tied the string right
ten months after we were married i was a stay at home mom living the student life again while grant went back to school a few months later another unplanned event- my mom passed away suddenly
i thought id live there forever one day when i was 12 my dad quit his job and we moved to lake tahoe it rocked my stable world
i have never been an animal person i swore id never have a dog who wants to pick up poop not me but somehow in my baby hungry weakness i was convinced to relent by the other two mccalebs who said they desperately needed a puppy fine whatever just take care of her and pick up the poop
im just obsessed with him
i spent a few hours organizing my yarn and needles into that armoire
hard to find only a little ive met some truly kindred spirits in my life so far especially my two nicoles (well coco i not so much met as i was born to the same parents) i love them girls and their cute purses
well as it turns out it was me who needed her the most i think if the test of the greatest among us is the one who will be the servant than penny wins in this houseok animal peoplei get it i really really get it
and then i found myself a mother funny i thought id teach awhile longer and have grant all to myself and save some money
at 18 i planned to live the tahoe hippie life forever one day i felt compelled i knew it i just had to leave i packed up my car and moved to the central coast
i spent a few years calming down my teen angst and attempting to grow up i loved san luis obispo i was ready to chill there for good
Yummy fabric ready to ship
(but honestly i dont snack alot when you eat so much protein you dont get hungry as often through the day)
all kits are shipped phew
this week i am getting all my ducks in a row so that this weekend i can hole up and sew myself some desperately needed skirts for church and summer
she didnt want to print off her name- signing was a must
and that made me think of all the insomniatic nights that she stayed up with me and mirrored my every move and snuggled me right out of my anxiety into dreamland long after grant and cate had drifted off

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