Monday, April 6, 2009

Live without any limitations!

at 18 i planned to live the tahoe hippie life forever one day i felt compelled i knew it i just had to leave i packed up my car and moved to the central coast
when cate is too scared to go downstairs penny will go with her and everything is all right she lets cate dress her up for weddings or try to ride her or pull her by the tail almost daily and even knowing the torture she will soon endure she gets so excited when cate gets home from school
i went to the fabric store tonight in search of prints to make some new spring scarves with some will probably end up in the shop too i just love this look also i love toast (the catalog and the cooked bread)
a conversation today
from toast
i never thought life would then take me to utah to attend byu and then off to serve as a missionary for a year and a half but it did and it was hardest most surprising most rewarding experience of my life
one thing i enjoy about facebook is the old pictures that friends and fam upload to walk down memory lane together with you
im loving babies & mamas sunshine happy rooms and cool colors alt
i really really need my bedroom to be simple and uncluttered and white for calming purposes you know what i mean
from the spring/summer 09 toast catalog
he is the perfect mix to me of blues and folk and funk and feeling
cate what did you play on the computer then
me 1982
what im listening to this morningagain
but let me tell you thats not how it will really go i imagine most kids will want to stay home and play computer games but their moms will make them come and so theyll grudgingly put on a some church pants and skirts so i was wondering if you could help me know how to bring the romance back into our modern life its not really that important no matter the dress or the menu we just want the kids to come to feel the spirit of the temple but its like you said anne when you dont use your imagination to make life beautiful how much you miss
grant and i listened and danced to his music on valentines day
ok its hard to stop i love every song
and how every plan ive ever made has been reconstructed into something harder and better than what i laid out as my own agenda
messes are piling up around me making it hard to relax and get well i cant cuddle grant or cate- they need to stay well- so they are steering clear of me i am bored and tired and achy
grant and i talked last fall about wanting to take control and own a home and make some of our dreams a reality so we planned to move back to california for some opportunities there
but i couldnt stop looking at the picture because it shows the place where i played for the first 12 years of my life
it transported me back in time to simpler sunnier days and its been making really happy to stare at today
again happy things
and again when you are at a good weight and having regular cycles you can absolutely add in a lot more whole wheat and whole grain foods as well as all fruits and vegetables and other good carbs like beans if your cycles get a little kooky or you gain weight thats when you know you need to reduce again
a few months in the life of this infertile girl
even more obsessed with flickr than usual of late
i swear nothing makes me happier than a peaceful space and some needles

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